good news ! saya dah okay, saya dah normal, saya dah tak mood swing, saya tak emo macam semalam. i'm feeling a lot better today. ;)
rasa macam nak delete last few posts tapi biarkanlah. aku gelak jugak bila fikir apasal aku merepek sangat semalam. everything seems wrong and kind like that. thank god its over. i think i can focus now, yeay ! jom jom study study. *bajet semangat* tengoklah nanti aku yang menggelupur dulu malam ni. =P
oh yeah, hari ni last day class. sedih. huaaaa. tapi tak rasa sangat lah sebab tengah with friends. i can't imagine apa jadi on 22nd of may. our last day dekat PV, dengan friends, pindah ke rumah asal, and no more sunway carnival on friday. eh, sedih lagi bila nak listkan satu satu things yang i have to tinggalkan when premed is over.
maybe excited sebab nak balik rumah, cuti lama lama, hangout with friends, cari kerja yang berpatutan, drive dari penang ke kl, tapi after all the excitement dah hilang, mesti rasa rindu dekat kawan kawan dekat sini. kawan kawan negeri lain lain yang taught me a lot of things and words. my housemates, second house punya housemates, groupmates, and satu batch lah.
and another reason yang buat rasa sedih sebab after this, kiteorang bukan premed dah, we're going into medic field, *insyaAllah*. tak kisahlah ke Ireland ataupun Malaysia semata mata, yang pasti course mesti medic kann ? and our beautiful easy going life macam akan berakhir. just see the doctors. OMO. ='( yang paling penting, LOTS of things untuk diingati untuk dipelajari. yeah, mesti lagi banyak stress di udara by that time.
nanti sedar sedar pun kita dah besar. bukan budak budak yang main getah lompat lompat lagi dah. after this, we have to be matured. kene jadi a doctor. yang baik punya la kan. and the responsibility makin lama makin besar. sekali lagi, saya takut. ='(
kita kena fikir masa depan but for right now, i just want to focus with my study. after messing up with several tests and quiz, i better make a change. if not, my result will hold me here. lagi sedih. sobs.
oh yeah, we're supposed nak buat class party malam nih but due to the fact that our assistant class rep tersekat dekat sunway sampai sekarang, terpaksa batalkan. i dont know whether batalkan or postponed. baru semangat nak pergi. dah sediakan camera dah pun. HAHA. =D
dah la, baik mandi, baik pergi study, *i'm hungry btw*
assalamualaikum wbt. =)
salam.=')
