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geeez, i hate this heart feeling things going on. next next week is my final and i'm not supposed to be distracted with this things. aiyaya. i should be focus more and more and more. and i'll try to make things right. mama abah are waiting for me. and i'll never let them down. urgh, i still can feel the pressure inside. orang lain sibuk study for exam and i'm totally lost now. i told myself to stay awake, remember why i was here in the first place, but still i can't asked my heart to stop breathing. it's killing me inside. and i'll try to move on. eh no, i HAVE TO move on. right, babes ? he's 'married' punn. =.=


andd i got mood swing today. sorry for those who involved. hari ni heartbreak, hari ni saya nangis, hari ni saya penat tenangkan diri sendiri. i asked myself to calm, to think, to say only nice word. but seriouslyy i FAILED to do all that. tak pasal pasal my friends dapat mencarut and i dont even mean that actually. deeply, sorry guys, but you guys pun cannot simply treat people like that. hari ni mood swing, and sebab tu tak tahan. =/



andd i made up my mind, i want to call qatam lahh. to have real friend besides me. i need them. sarah, qatam, shake, ecah, and themm lah. i need to lepaskan perasaan, penat tahan, penat sangat but with everyone around, busy with their exams, busy with their own messy things, takan lah nak tambah serabut pulak kan ? i've grown up, i should know how to handle my problemss. but i REALLY weak now. i need friends. ='(