Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Im not going anywhere


" Kakak pack kan barang pleaseee "
" Beg mana beg, letak situ barang, nanti kakak pack kan"

Okay one thing about being away for 9 months is boleh request anything. Like anythinggg dari family, and right away they'll do it or get it for you haha. Isnt it just the best thing ever ? Petik jari dapat. Perghh. Tapi, it only works through out the last week in Malaysia. Duhh. Only the last few days to be exact -.-"

But still I got all I want hihi alhamdulillah ! 

And after godek sana sini, korban few beloved baju and foods. Sambil pandang baju dalam hati jerit, ala nanti takde baju nak pakai. *lupathefactbajuberlambakdekatsana* pastu sneakily letak balik dalam luggage. Tapi in the end, give up jugak. Just put the most necessary things, please. Yang lain, make your way out. Lol.

Last last timbang, 31-32kg. Yeayyy ! Eh no, i wont take anything out from the luggage. Takmau bukak langsungg dah. Takleh fikir nak korbankan apa lagi. Serius takleh. Dengan harapan kalau buat muka kesian, tiup seribu satu doa, pakcik kaunter izinkan. Kalau tak, bayar je lah satu kg tu *nanges*

Hmm. 

Balik tahun ni, tak beli satu pun buku medics. Entahlah. After years of buying books tapi end up tak guna pun. This year rasa macam tak payahlah. Even senior semua recommend, i still in love with library punya buku haha. Lagi best. And lagi sanggup take the hassle untuk pinjam buku berat berat tu dari kena bawak dari Malaysia. Tapi rasa jugak macam zero preparation.

Sebab rasa macam summer ni all out untuk dnt semata mata. I mean takdelah sehabis baik. Tapi memang focus tu je. Takde nak ingat study medic langsung. And perasaan macam sangat best to catch up with everything yang termiss and takde alasan ada exam ke apa. I can continue baca buku, ziarah kawan etc. 

Tapi still a part of me melepet all day long kalau takde uskab. Haih. Thats why lagi prefer untuk berjalan merata dari kena duduk rumah -.-

Jadi for somehow taktau nak expect apa bila balik cork nanti. Macam kena all out untuk revise clinic or i'll be dead for sure. Boleh bayang dah kalau kena marah dengan doktor sebab taktahu. Sobs. Moga Allah selalu pelihara :) 

P/s : Allah takes my heart away, please. When will you learn to share love and feelings. Stop being sensitive over little things. #firstworldproblem #possessivegirlfriends

P/ss : bear with me till I learn how to share people okay ?