Selingan : hari tu ada troll, cakap, tell me what have you did with the few seconds you saved by writing salam in stead of assalamualaikum. Haha pastu terasa. Pastu insaf, try tulis penuh not only salam. Hehe.
Okay, this summer wont be that exciting anymore. Not because of arwah tok or family matters. But it solely because of my family here in Cork.
Next year insyaAllah aku naik setahun, becoming a third year medic student, doakan insyaAllah ! :) and that means our big sisters, kak fatin and kak ira pun akan BFG. Sobs. Sedih sangat. Nanges sekarang lol. Doktor sudah mereka. Time fliesssss afterall. Okay itu fav quote. Time flies haha.
Jadi, this summer wont be so exciting, knowing that next sem, takde dah kakak kakak. Kak izzi pun insyaAllah final year, so less time to spend with us.
Few days nih duduk dalam bilik rasa kosong sangat. To think what will happen later, air mata pun jadi hujan. I know im kinda hyperbola, emo over tu dah biasa. Tapi sedih tu lumrah kan. Tapi tengok tengok next sem okay je gelak gelak nanti. Haha. Tu pun lumrah jugak lol.
I have this kind of habit. Before the perpisahan moment, akan menangis macam teruk gila. Tapi when its happening, cool je macam takde pape jadi. Haha so me. I always cry wayyyy early before. I dont know why. Kadang kadang orang tu ada lagi pun dah menangis. Masa orang tu takde, takde pulak nak rindu sedih sedih haha. Drama.
Anyway, utk kedua kakak tu, I thanked Allah sebab 'mempertemukan'. They thought me too much. They are my loyal gardener. The one who keep on watering and soiling me. Even degil pun, dorang try to shape me as the way Allah wants. They did everything for the sake of Allah only and that makes thing more beautiful !
Kak ira,
Lepas nih no one wants to make me kuih bakar anymore. Stress dengan klinik pun still tolong buatkan. No one can beat your over glucose habit kakak. Semua pun akui kehebatan DF akak. And i'll try to be like you. InsyaAllah. Selalu ingatkan, Allah yg kasi through akak. Denying the fact that it's not you but it's your backbone, Allah the reason akak buat semua ni. Sobs sedih.
Kak fatin,
Murobbi first dekat sini. Treat adik adik baik baik dengan harapan orang lain treat adik akak pun baik baik. Tipu kalau cakap saya tak jeles dengan jihad akak. Jihad yang nampak tenang mesti sangat mencabar kan sebenarnya. After akak BFG. Eh itu pun unless akak dapat job sini, please wariskan kelembutan and kesabaran akak dekat saya. Tapi taknak part clumsy and nakal. Yang tu tak perlu hehe.
Anyway, jazakunallahu khayran kathira. May Allah rewards you better kakaks. Oh siapa lagi nak panggil adik lepas nih sobs.
Im writing it here with tears falling, even dorang tak tahu pun kewujudan wish nih, Allah knows. And tu je pun yang aku harapkan. These people are just too special ! Okay macam hilang keseinambungan ayat. Haha fail laaa.
P/s : sbb dah jamak isyak tadi, malam ni kena tidur awal. No more dinosaur okay ! Allah mohon kejutkan aku, malaikat jugak.
