heartbeat and the feeling. =(

salam.


korang tahu tak rasa bila, heartbeat going faster. i mean, really fast. and bila semua dah meremang, i really hate this thing. tak selesa semua ada. i need to calm down. but i really dont know how. i need someone on phone. tapi taknak kacau qatam, she's in college, takan nak susah kan dia. tapi called yatt instead. even tak sampai 5 minit, i need to talk with someone. sometimes, its really killing me. thats why i hate it. i burst into tears caused i was too scared and overthinking i think.  =(


and now semua kena lepas dekat sini pulakk. isnin and selasa i'll be dead i think. results ni make me tired lahh. first time i was too scared. and i dont have any reasons for that. and my otak dah berkeceramuk rasanya. thinking of what the outcome will be. damnnnn, takut. but i have to go back to Him. thats the best for now. yeah, trying to think positive now. even tengok orang lain macam tercabar je rasa. tapi, tenang lahh. =)


tapi nak nangis jugakk ='(


bye bye bye.